Sad

U are here..in front of me..
I'm laughing..the moment i see u..
I really want to touched u..but i can't..
The situation is not same as before...
Actually..i miss u..

Today...
I'm weak..
Eventho u look me happier..
But..
I am prentend to be happy in front of you..in front of our child..but inside my heart..no one knows accept Allah SWT..

For Abang...
Please take care of goodself
I am not now standing with you all the times
But..I promise I will be a friend of good when you needs me..

Dear Allah..

I know I can't touch him
And I am trying to keep myself not to touch him..
I am trying to accept the fate..
I am trying to adapt the new situation..
I seek the strenght from you..
Please Allah..strenghten me..